My Journey Through My Life

All The Words I Wants To Say To You!!!

2006-07-14T16:41:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU..I MISS YOU...

Terrible Week I Have!!!

2006-07-14T15:10:00.000+08:00

Terrible Terrible Terrible!!!What happen to me??So confuse and really don't know what to do..Everything is going wrong way,is not the way i want.. What happen to me n Shah??I should believe and trust him..But i don't know what to do now..Damn sad!!!Thought can last forever but cannot believe that it end so soon..First is divorce in maple now is real life break..Waaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!Why so many thing happen this week..I can't really believe..
Everything happen so sudden so quick that I can't catch any breath..What the hack happening now??I'm confuse..I need someone to lend me a shoulder to lean on..I wants some one to be by my side give me an encouragement..Tear dropping down like pipe is on..Please Help Me!!!

A Story Of Shah & Me!!!

2006-06-29T18:47:00.001+08:00

I don't believe that i can with Shah in real life..Although its a long distance love,I believe our love won't end so soon and fast..I always believe that and wish can contiune to believe..He really love me alot and I can feel that his love is surrounding me..I can say I love him and dare to tell everyone I LOVE HIM!!!

Part-Time Course Gonna Start Soon!!!

2006-06-29T18:47:00.000+08:00

A call came to me yesterday..So surprise and shock..Part-time course gonna start soon.. Although I do not have a job training right now..But course I still need to contiune..I really wanna this course alot..Now chance come I cannot let ig off..Basic course is alright to me..So i really don't mind anything and won't be fussy anyway..God give me this path and agree with the path I'm walking through so what can i fussy about..I believe God really has plan everything for me..I just need to follow and contiune with no worry in the path way..Everythings shall be fine I really guess it would..But I also believe that there will be sure a road block in the path..
Prayer :
Dear Lord,I pray that everything i do shall be fine and I pray that u will protect me through the path way I shall be walking..Lord,I pray that you will guide me through the path and give me a warning if blocking is coming to me.Lord,I pray that you will help my eyes to be more bright and look everything closely and clear to everything that is coming near me because I'm a person that doesn't really look clear during the walking of path..In Jesus name I pray..Amen!!!
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New Update

2006-06-28T06:52:00.000+08:00

Finally,my maple character now lvl62..I hack until so boring..But no choice I need to earn some mesos to buy new clothes for my cleric to wear and also new weapons..World cup gonna end soon but also not my business at all..haha..This few weeks my days are fine as can be..But very boring at home..Don't know what to do Don't know how to send..Childcare i want but don't even know still have 2nd chance..You see..lost it den come regret..Fuck sia..Now only can pray to God that he will give me a 2nd chance..What I can do now is to WAIT WAIT WAIT and BORE BORE BORE and PLAY LAY PLAY!!!so bo liao so sianz!!!

My Day Will Have You???

2006-06-06T22:36:00.000+08:00

Shah my maple hubby n real life hubby..I want go find him without any hesitation cos I really want to see him..I miss him alot more than anyone else can imagine..
Love You Love You Yes I Love You
Did U Hear Me Say..
This Is My Once And Only Once I Will Say Forever To You
I Will Not Let You Down Or Put You Alone In This World
My Heart Will Always Belong To You
ALWAY BELONG TO YOU...

Shah..Are You Serious

2006-06-06T21:55:00.000+08:00

I know a guy..He really treat me very good and he love me alot..I don't we have future anot but I just want to have a small fantasy with him..He is 19yrs old also and we know each other 6month long..We start our relationship on the 23.05.06..That was so amazing for me..I really very happy and this day will be my most memorable day for me..I will go Malaysia find him and wana know him more than before..Beacuse i want to let him know that i really treasure n cherish this relationship we have now..I want tell him that i won't give out on this relationship no matter what happen..And I wish he also have the same feeling as me..Everyone..Bless me with full blessing..I want recieve it so that I can contiune what i'm doing now..Thanx

Long Time No Post..Miss Me???

2006-05-02T17:44:00.000+08:00

Long time didn't post..finally i have time to post..Alot of things happen in me this years..
Don't know where to start..I got good news and bad news..

GOOD NEWS......
I have been selected for the NEXT STEP course..Everythings are so surprise to me..I can see my dream is coming nearer and nearer..Everythings to me is so fake..Maybe i just don't have the confident or what..In WDA i though i won't be as open as I toward my own friends..But i makes alot of new friends there..WHAOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!
I'm really very happy in WDA..They are so a nice person..Their dream is the same as me..Be a make-up artist..be a chef..be a childcare teacher..And I saw alot of my WDA friends are stepping the 1st step to their dream..Actually,everythings are possible if we have faith n confident..CMI is juz like a devil..CMI=Cannot Make It..On the 8th May..I will have the 1st step to my DREAM..TRAINING AT YMCA CHILDCARE..So happy happy happy................................

BAD NEWS.............
Actually there isn't any bad news..haha..I juz wana share this good news with u all only..
Thank...

Magic Of Love

2005-12-26T17:07:00.000+08:00

Love From God Never Be Less.
For God So Love The World,
He Sent His Only Son To The
Earth And Died For Our Sin.
God Love Is A Magic And True.
He Never Leave Us Alone But
With Us Always,Take Away Our
Burden And Fill Us With Alot Of
Happiness.
For God So Love The World,
He Sent His Only Son To The
Earth And Died For Our Sin.
Who In Earthly Will Do This
For Men In Earth.Whose Father
Will Really Send Their Son Or
Daughter To Died For Our Sin.
Only God,Our Heavely Father Will
Do This.Because He Love Us So Much
That He Don't Want Us To Suffer In
Darkness But Live With Him Is Holy.
For God So Love The World,
He Sent His Only Son To Earth And
Died For Our Sin.God Is Our Lovely And
Holy Father Who Love Us So Much And
Will Not Be Less Than Us.This Is The
Magic Of Love FRom God.....

Aloysius and Bryan

2005-12-21T17:03:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy about my nephews.They accept CHRIST on the 17th dec. 2005.I brought them to the smartkid christmas ccelebation so on that day they accept christ.I burst my tears out as I' so suprise that they wanna accept christ.At first i really didn't knew.Then when the calling was called.Bryan the 1st to stand up and let pastor Joe to pray for him.I burst out in tear and I heard God juz spoke to mi,"GREAT JOB"...I cried and also very happy about it.Now I'm starting to reach out more kids.Because this is God command n is a calling from God too.

Max Pavlion

2005-12-13T17:59:00.000+08:00

On the 11th December,my church move to max pavlion.It was exciting and I can really feel God present.A very strong feeling I ever have in FCBC.Families there are very open hearted in there,they open their hearts wide to welcome God in.Max mean MEET AT X(cross)!!It sound great and this is not what we have expected.God has make this plan and we come there not because of anythings but God.We celebrate Victory in Heaven,in us,in God!!!This is the greaterst of all,nothing can really overtake or replace this celebration.
God gives us this place and he knows that this is what we deserve to have.We have come so far now so we will contiune fight and won the victory in our hands.

Boring Day/New blogskin/Yahoo pool game

2005-12-12T19:49:00.000+08:00

I'm so please wif my frenz that she help mi 2 do the blogskin n linking.U noe that i'm not good at those thing so I very happy..I'm easy happy if what I want has being done.
Another is I 2day bore like hell/(=~.~=)\.Nothing 2 do juz rot at home.No activities,juz stare at the computer and have some hand moving.Boring like damn hell.Holy crap man!!!!
Now that Yahoo pool game becomes my daily activity,MAYBE.MSN no one can really chat much and in the pool game,I knew alot of frenz from different countries.Maybe now will abit fresh that can know them,their tradition n culture.But once it being close n understand them well.There is nothing that i can really ask or either them can ask mi anything.

Fun Time

2005-12-10T17:09:00.000+08:00

Well...2day I have quite a fun afternoon playing Yahoo pool game with him again.We have talk alot in Msn and in the game too.He is good at playing and i mostly lose to him.Quite shame man!!!!Although the raining day can remind mi of the incident but after i told him about it and he juz like giving mi a tap on my shoulder.I feel alright now,Thank man!!!Haha\(=^o^=)/.Our time may not be match but we still can keep in contact.He is a vampire,sleep late.That why we can chat so happily in the MSN.I really very happy 2 know him as a friend.He says that I'm his 1st fan for his band.Although i doesn't like metal music,maybe he can change my thinking, Hahahaha!!!One day he comes 2 Singapore,I would be the 1st 2 welcome him and when i go Mexico in future,he will did that 2 mi..Wish the day can come man..

A Raining Day Of Remembering

2005-12-10T15:05:00.000+08:00

It raining day n it bring me a memories of sadness.Raining day bring alot of troubles sometime.This trouble came to mi once,dat make mi so pain.Just an innocent drop of water can cause a life.I can't believe it,but when it happen 2 mi.I was like fall from heaven 2 hell.My beloved friend had juz died few month ago.Because of rain make his life end,and make my heart pain.Why has this happen.My friends one by one left mi in this world,I don't know who will be the next will left mi.but i won't be sad than now.It juz give mi much pain this year n six years ago.

A Friend I have Make

2005-12-09T18:09:00.000+08:00

Today is juz a noraml day i have since my holiday start.But i have make a frenz,He is from mexico and he look quite handsome n mature.Although he is juz 18yrs old but the look is like 20+.Abit sad for him when i says that.But we have exchange e-mail n we both agree to contiune to contact eachother.Very happy!!!He is my first western frenz in my life.I seldom have those kinda race frenz but this afternoon really be a happy afternoon i ever have.

6yrs of remembering

2005-12-04T18:08:00.000+08:00

6yrs of remembering my sad n terrible life.Still no one can truely understand hw I feels n wat m I thinking.It is juz dat my life has been destroy by mi,my hands.
This incident had juz in my mind n making mi sad.
I duno wat to do,I juz ask God,"God hw can i juz forget the incident?"
God did ans mi,"Juz let it free."I'm hapi after all but it is juz dat this incident wun leave mi alone but contiune in my mind.